A for Adulthood

I’m 20 years of age, I’m about to finish University, I can drive and drink legally and I’ve been basically living away from home for three years. And yet, I still don’t feel like I should be classed as an adult. Its so hard to comprehend , because the time has flown by so quickly.

Maybe it is  the fact that I really enjoy being immature and childish, and mentally I’m more along the lines of a mature 12 year old a reasonably mature 12 year old.  Its something that really daunts me everyday, as next thing I know I’ll be settling down, or having a family or *gulps* not going out drinking every week (Don’t Drink Kids).

Maturity levels are heavily based on your lifes experiences in my opinion and as a 20 year old boy/man/thing, sitting infront of a screen playing football manager for days on end has not really taught me much, apart from how to be an expert football manager, on a computer game.

However, when the circumstances are correct I can be reasonably mature.But I always feel like I’m almost putting on a different personality, and although I’m Gemini and they claim that those folk have two different personalities (I’m not a fan of star signs), I think its just because that is not who I am right now, or maybe its just who I don’t want to be right now. However sooner or later I’m going to have to get my arse into gear and grow up.

Thanks for reading Team.